Change of heart…
Lately, I have been very depressed. At first I thought it was because school is kicking my butt. Then I realized it was bigger than that.
Kris and I have been talking about fostering children. We kicked that around for awhile but then decided that wouldn’t be enough.
A few weeks ago I had some tests done to determine whether my tubal was as successful as I thought. It wasn’t. Apparently, I can still have a baby. I didn’t want to say anything until we were sure.
When we found this out we decided we should try for another one. It’s not the optimal time. But when is it ever? Meg is the most amazing girl and it really bothers me that I only have one daughter. Having a baby would take away that nagging feeling that I quit too soon.
We are going to try. We are usually successful. I am hoping to be expecting soon. Wish us luck. 
Ps
April Fools.
Well now that you have revealed your surprise , sit dwn cuz I have one for u too. You know I too have wrestled with the idea of having a new life to watch grow and keep me young. I have been seeing this wonderful guy I met online. He has been here a few weekends on and off ( no pun intended), he is from Hazard Kentucky and believe it or not he was my 1st “boyfriend” way back when I was twelve. Well he has a plot of land back in Johnson Creek and has a nice double wide trailer on it. It is currently sittin on cinder blocks but he says he is fixin to skirt it once the weather gets warm. anyhow Sam ( thats his name) is a ‘lectrician and makes pretty good money. I have been feelin a bit nauseous in the mornings and tired out before noon. I went to see my doc she said she wanted a urine sample and some blood work. I needed some other tests for my knee xrays and such and she ran a pregnancy test just to be sure ( I still menestrate) anyhow what a shock when she called me yesterday and said “preg test is positive”. I nearly passed out cuz I am 53 and my youngest is 28. Well I called Sam( like the ad on tv says to do) and broke the news. Hell he was happier than a dern pig in a mud hole. He said honey my trailer has 3 bedrooms and we are gonna get hitched and have this little feller. (Sam has never had any children). Well thing is Sam is 82 and I figure we both not gonna be round till this baby grows up. I figured i”d ask my daughter Jen and her hubby Kris if they would agree to keep the kid if sumthin happened to me and Sam. Well I gotta study on that awhile now cuz it seems Jen and Kris is expecting now too. Well guess I;ll call Sam and see what he thinks.
| Posted 1 year, 10 months agoVery funny mom!
| Posted 1 year, 10 months ago